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Diluted
I'm cold, I'm ugly
I'm always confused by everything
I can stare into a thousand eyes
But every smile hides a bold-faced lie
It itches, it seethes, it
festers and breathes
My heros are dead, they died in my head
Thin out the herd, squeeze out the pain
Something inside me has opened up again
Thoughts of me
exemplified
All the little flaws I have denied
Forget today, forget whatever happened
Everyday I see a little more of overall deficiencies
I'm nothing short of being one complete catastrophe
What the hell - did I -
do to deserve - all of this?
I save all the bullets
from ignorant minds
Your insults get stuck in my teeth as they grind
Way past good taste, on our way to bad omens
I decrease, while my symptoms increase
God what the fuck is
wrong
You act like you knew it all along
Your timing sucks, your silence is a blessing
All I ever wanted out of
you was
something you could never be
Now take a real good look at
What you've fucking done to me
Gimme any reason why I'd
need you, boy
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
Gimme any reason why I'd need you, bitch
Gimme any reason not to fuck you up
I see you in me
I keep my scars from
prying eyes
Incapable of ever knowing why
Somebody breathe, I've got to have an answer
What the hell did I do to deserve all of this ?
Fuck !